8 years ago I let you walk out of my life. Yesterday, you walked back in. I have felt anything like this in forever. I am not even sure I can explain what this feeling is. I do know this one thing. YOU ARE MY DEAL BREAKER. I didn’t want to leave your side. I thought for the first time in a year that I couldn’t more to Portland. I couldn’t sleep because I knew you...
It doesn't take long
It doesn’t take that long for me to get over someone. One move. One word. I can be done in a heartbeat.
My money goal.
I am at 7,000 out of my 10,000. Portland is becoming a reality. I am scared and excited all together. I feel like I am drowning here. Portland will be my island. Totally not what I’m used to but will set me free. I’m ready to be free.
I got a new phone & number!!
I finally go my iPhone 4s. FINALLYYYYYY. I haven’t had a new phone in like 5 years. I always bought them off craigslist!! Now I have a perfect little white phone. I am not in love with the number, but hey…that is going to be changed in 3 months anyway. I really want a portland #. Should I keep the FL # just so I remember where I came from?? Idk. I mean I do still have my FL tattoo!!...
I hate you in a friendly way. Stop trying to get me to rip rip rocket roller coaster. You can try to drag me across the park all you want. i refuse. we will ride the mummy and MIB like 3 million times. Harry Potter too. Then I will crash on your futon. That’s the plan. Aja wins.
I'm so tired...
that I don’t even want to Ebay.
Ben_1976 Telling me all about "me"
BEN Heyyyy!!…. Report this 10% Enemy70% Friend84% Match Message from ben_1976 ME: Jan 10, 2012 – 1:35pm Hi…what’s upSent from the OkCupid app BEN: Jan 10, 2012 – 1:38pm Hey….not too much! At work and got an email on my phone that “aja” was “checking me out” so i thought id click on it to see how u look at see wat u have to...
I know it shouldn't matter, but
It’s been like 4 months since I had sex. I’m not looking for random sex or even a relationship. Just some simple touch would be so amazing. No guy has even tried to hold my hand or kiss me. I feel like I am wearing a sign that reads “damaged goods”. NO one wants that shit. This is also partly my fault. I have no idea how to flirt anymore. I always think in my head,...
Yesterday, Part 2
I thought it would be sweet of me to put his mugshot up. What a moron. My Ex Bf Stacy and I have been talking all week. We thought it would be a great idea to talk things thru and cuddle all night. We were both excited about being with each other and seeing if something was still there. I got to Stacy’s and waited for about an hour for him to show up. When he did, he walked right past...
Yesterday, Part 1
Yesterday was so flipping awesome. I went to Island of Adventure with my “New” friends Bubba Smith. We had so much fun and did nerdy shit together. He’s someone that I have known for years but never had the chance to hang out with one on one. We went to a taco/asian/indian food place in Downtown Orlando. We depart ways for a few hours. Those hours will be explained in Part 2....